Submitting To Dark Domina
It feels SO very good to submit completely and obey Domina Shelle!!!
Domina is at the center of my world. my life is lived to fulfill my purpose and goal as your obedient slave willing to do anything for my Mistress Owner.
i crave to serve a more demanding Domina but it does cum with challenges… giggles…
Dominas recent surrender CD instruction really made me look inward and ask myself “am i honestly and strictly serving and obeying Domina Shelle or am i being lazy and taking some short cuts here and there…”
i realized that i have unknowingly fallen into a bit of laziness in my obedience to Domina Shelle and confessed myself to Her completely and begged for an appropriate punishment!!!
Things like missing a playground trigger debt-line or NOT UPDATING MY BLOG ENOUGH (giggles) or not meeting any of Dominas expectations are some of the things i was guilty of…
Life gets busy and chaotic at times and Domina totally understands that… HOWEVER… it’s every slaves responsibility to
“work hard to further my training, to become the best possible slave i can be for Domina Shelle.”
It’s not okay to disobey just because some of Dominas commands/instructions can be difficult or perhaps inconvenient at times, it is part of the sacrifice that that makes every one of Dominas submissive a good boy/gurl!
i will seek to sacrifice to make Your life better and more secure in appreciation for what You do for me.
If any of Dominas commands or instructions really do create a substantial issue, i’m POSITIVE She would be willing to hear You out and make a special arrangement. 💗
Mmmmm…
After confessing to Domina and begging for punishment i felt SO MUCH BETTER and feel like a weight has been lifted!
Complacency and laziness just DOSN’T feel good… and it can really sneak up on you if you aren’t careful! giggles…
SO…
What was my punishment…
Mmmmm…
14 days of strict no touching chastity…
While Domina makes me surrender PM (Panties worn over face for those who are unfamiliar with Domina Shelles playground triggers) as often as She pleases all throughout…
With a FRESH pair of Her extra worn panties!!!
Ahhhhh!!!!
i’m going to go CRAZY before the 14 days is up!!!! 😭
But we both know this is for the BEST…
STRICT Obedience to Domina is PLEASURE and Domina deserves OBEDIENT lil slaves! giggles…
i’m 2 days into my rehabilitation and my mind just keeps thinking of Dark Domina and Her complete and TOTAL takeover of my ENTIRE being!
i begged and pleaded for Domina to collar and contract me as Her lifelong slave 5 years ago… (my 5 year anniversary was on June 19th!!!)
i specifically told Domina how HOT i thought it was that She brainwash me SO much that it beCums IMPOSSIBLE to escape!!!!
Mmmmm… She told me that the longer my inescapable submission continues the MORE strict and demanding She would beCum until one day EVERYTHING that i am would be HERS and my life would rotate around Her and it would feel INCREDIBLE!!!!
Mmmm… Dark Domina is another expression of that reality i so desperately crave!!!!!
Layers upon layers upon LAYERS of brainwashing and programming that lead me on an inescapable path to beCuming Her perfect slave!!!
i’m right where i want to be and i would NEVER want to actually escape!
Mmmm… Admittedly sometimes i like tugging on my leash a bit just so Domina tightens it and makes me sit! giggles!
Ohhhh… but mabey i’ll be wishing that i wasn’t being a naughty lil puppy after a week of my punishment… ohhhh!!!
Well thats all for this update!
i’ll be back next week with an update! giggles!
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Oh! Be SURE to listen to Dominas latest MASTERPIECE: DARK DOMINA!
i’m personally in LOVE with this session (hopefully series) and REALLY enjoy this more demanding and controlling side of our beautiful and sexy Queen!
So go be good boys and gurls and give it a listen! 💗